Domo. :D

listening : 情歌 - 梁静如

went to vienna today to celebrate early father's day. (:
saw this in dad's coffee. my brother was like : "JIE JIE JIE!!!!!"
then i turned and saw this image -- >

and i started to OMG OMG OMG OMG also.LOL.
nice hor. not generated by photoshop, not tweaked by me or brother.
it just appeared like that in the coffee. SO COOL.

and suddenly i thought. could it be someone/something is telling me to hold on?
not to give up yet, give it some time to settle down and resolve the problems?
hopefully it is. i dunno.
i suddenly realised you cant make a person wait for too long.
for a lot of things. opportunities are lost, people get frustrated, and overall you get a negative atmosphere altogether.
and i realised ive been waiting and waiting.
but thats not it. i have been waiting and waiting and being ignored generally.
and i just sink deeper and deeper into emo mode cause problems are not solved.
not even addressed or acknowledged rather.
its once again being ignored. so good job. i have finally found another person more capable of avoiding problems than me. JUST GREAT.
and now in a bid of being childish, being frustrated, and pisssed altogether,
im going to downright emo until the 21th of june and beyond. HOLY CRAP.

i decided today i shall try and stay positive the next few weeks.
ignore all these, go out with my frens, and let go of it for the moment.
before i finally do kill myself from thinking too much.
im going to stop waiting. if you call, good.
if you dont, im not gonna freaking wait next to my phone like some idiot waiting.
i will just get on with my life.
and if one day you find you have drifted out of my life totally, its not like i didnt tell you.
because im tired of putting my life on hold because your busy.
so busy its like im non-existant.

s.h.e-我们怎么了

落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
*我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活

你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
*

明明从前
连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂
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